Mohammed bin Salman’s first visit to the White House since Jamal Khashoggi was killed seven years ago is my chance to finally seek justice, says his widow Hanan El-Atr Khashoggi J amal’s murder has caused me to lose everything – not only the love of my life, but also my livelihood , my personal security, and contact with my extended family. Sometimes, whenever I smell cigar smoke wafting in the air, it reminds me of him, and for a brief moment, I can believe he is still alive. Grief has a funny