Vicky Pattison has revealed that a specific act by her husband saved her life during a dark moment in the run-up to her appearance on Strictly Come Dancing . In a brave admission, the Strictly hopeful discussed her experience with suicidal thoughts and how one night, she had called her husband, Ercan Ramadan , and told him that she didn't know what she was "capable of". Vicky, who's partnered up with Strictly pro Kai Widdrington on the popular BBC show, has premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD)