A Massachusetts judge found a disgraced cop not guilty of trying to shoot a fellow officer after she emotionally testified earlier this week about the despair that led her to try to take her own life . Judge Jeffrey Karp, rather than a jury , rendered the verdict on a single count of assault with a dangerous weapon after three days of testimony in the assault case against North Andover Police Officer Kelsey Fitzsimmons. Fitzsimmons remained stoic as the judge explained his decision — and said