In his candid new book, the former England fast bowler talks about the lasting mental turmoil that ended his 2013-14 Ashes tour In his candid new book, the former England fast bowler talks about the lasting mental turmoil that ended his 2013-14 Ashes tour “I couldn’t get the words out because I was crying,” Steven Finn says as he remembers how, hunched over a microphone, he stared at the last lines he was meant to read aloud for the audio version of his raw and revealing new book . Emotion